Li` PiNgg' aka ashlyn

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kinda tired.
physically and mentally.

giving tuition sounds, seems and it is easy money when compared to other worse off jobs.
its not as if i dont want to teach, but they have to listen in the first place.

thought could have a stable stream of income but it was hard.
im holding it like a full time job now and salary is attractive with the number of working hours, however, it is unstable. cancelling and shifting. tires me.

its really so damn hard to reach my target.
im just trying to pay off my school fees.

should i really just give up on the idea?
but, what else can i do?
i just want to do what i want.
its so easy for most of the people out there but its so hard for me.
im tired. exhausted.

i feel so incompetent sometimes. so helpless and weak.

i will break the poverty cycle. will i?